CallMeAmarin

This was supposed to be a secret identity DeviantArt profile. Reason? My mom is very catholic and she doesn't approve on homosexuality or Supernatural.  And almost everything I ship is slash and Supernatural is one of my favorite fandoms, even if by the time I created this account I wasn't in Supernatural yet.
At first I had a normal DeviantArt, where I went by my real name, or rather the name I chose for DeviantArt, Carlz-apple-Cullen, and while I didn't publish any slash content I had no problem commenting slash, mostly Johnlock or Shwatsonlock. But then I commented something in Spanish, and I started panicking. What if my mom found out about me shipping slash? What if she took internet from me and left me without fandoms? So I deleted the mail account (yup, actually paranoid), the deviant art account, and started two new DeviantArt accounts. One was this one and the other one is . So I sort of lived two lives, all out of the fear of my mom finding out. In this one I just commented slash, and also published a few things I didn't dare to publish in my other account and also a drawing, probably the one I'm more proud of. In the other one I published things I did in class and a few things I did at home. I watched only safe people, namely, non-slash-people. Then I got my tumblr on my real name, skinborncarlz,tumblr.com and started following a few people which I considered safe. aguidetodeduction was the first blog I followed, I think, and then HR's personal blog, and a few friend's blogs. In HR's blog I saw some Supernatural posts, which made me watch the show. Then there was Hazel annoying Sherlock. So I looked her blog, and I sent her a message. I don't know when but I started following her (not just watching the blog without anyone noticing but actually following) and reblogging her. I became more relaxed about slash and started reblogging some posts that mentioned my otps but without it being to clear. And now I reblog them without fear no matter how gay they are in the posts. I don't think mom will find that. And I have no problem with my friends knowing. So I take the risk. I'm still paranoid in some aspects. For example, while I don't deny I ship slash I don't actually mention it, except in tumblr and in conversations with people that are in here and tumblr, like and and once with one of my friends in ask dot fm.
I know my mom only wants the best for me, and it's actually me the one who doesn't dare to tell her the truth. I don't even dare to tell her I'm asexual, because somewhere I read that if you're asexual you should become a nun or something. And I don't want that. I want to be a fangirl, I want to read and watch slash, I want to watch Supernatural, I want to be me. And I don't want my fandoms taken from me. Once I was without fandoms for personal reasons. It wasn't nice. Imagine not just your favourite fandoms but every existent fandom taken from me. Only at school I was sort of free, depending of what we were doing in Spanish and Literature. And I couldn't get in Deviant Art or tumblr. I couldn't watch tv. I couldn't even listen to some songs. One of the songs that never failed to make me feel better was Carry On my wayward son. I couldn't even play Sims 3, something that would have distracted me enough. Now I feel as if I'm ranting nonsense, but that's what it was like to me to live without fandoms. So I won't have my mom finding out and I won't have them taken from me.
I feel like I rambled and ranted about stuff that are not of import, but I feel as if I'm hiding, and I'm not hiding. Not anymore. I won't let my mom know, but that's called privacy. I guess that's it, that I said all I had to say. I didn't intend for it to be so long, so I'm sorry for that. And enjoy your day.

Rules;
1. You must post these rules.
2. Each person must post 11 Facts about themselves in their journal.
3. Then answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty) have to tag 11 some people.

Facts:
1. I can be very random, so don't expect me to-YAY, Loki's gifs!
2. I actually am from a Spanish-speaking country.
3. I am Loki'd.
4. I am an ace. Maybe a grace.
5. There's a lot of food I don't like.
6. I like to make feel good people I like.
7. I can fangirl a lot. A LOT.
8. If someone shares one of my favorite fandoms with me, or even more, several ones, or reminds me of one of my favourite people on the world, or both, I find it easier to trust that someone.
9. Tom Hiddleston is sort of a coping mechanism to me: when I feel very bad I think of him, like he's my happy place, and I get to feel better.
10. Sometimes when I find something funny I can overreact, laughing for far more time than I should.
11. Some of my favourite fandoms are: SuperWhoLock, The Avengers, Twilight (yes, as in the vampire's saga Twilight, deal with it), The Hunger Games, Road to El Dorado, etc.

Questions:
1.Do you ship anyone? If so who?
Well, some my OTP's are Johnlock/Shwatsonlock, Thorki, Stony, 9/Rose, Remus/Sirius, etc.
2.sweets or chocolate?
Unless it's white hershey I'll go for sweets.
3. fave colour
Black. But as one of my art's teachers once told me (us) that it isn't a color then I'll go for red, midnight blue and Loki.
4. fave shoes
Converse. I wish I had all the Avengers' converse collection.
5.  theres a fight on your team is you and two other people. The two other people will be determined by the character from the last TV show and film you watched.
Avengers and Supernatural. I'll choose Loki and... Sam. Sorry Dean, but Sam has freaking epic puppy eyes.
6. spell your username using your elbow C za<lklkMJ<edASWMNJASRDIKJNHU
7. describe your perfect sandwich
Bread with parmesan and oregano, bacon, cheddar, more bacon XD, um... fries, green olives, melted cheddar... not very healthy XD.
8.  in a zombie apocolypse the object to your left is your weapon. what is it?
Some cookies and my phone on top of them. Does that mean that I'll call Sam and Dean and I'll convince them to help me by giving them the cookies?
9.  in your opinion what is the best doctor who monster/ villain/alien
The Gelths. They're cool even if they used corpses. Or maybe the Daleks. They are so damn smart.
10. pandas or  monkeys?
Do meerkats count as monkeys? Wait, no. Confused them with lemurs. And I'm not even sure if they count as monkeys. Pandas. I like pandas.
11. link to the piece of art that you are most proud of.
First wordsMycroft got in the car along with his assistant, whom, if he wasn't mistaken, decided to be Anthea while speaking to John. She glanced at him once and then got her Blackberry out of her pocket and started texting to untrained eyes but working to his eyes. He looked out of the window and started musing. He had reasons to hope that having John around would help Sherlock, for he recognized John, even though he hadn't actually met him until that day.
It was spring. The first days actually. So it made sense that the park was full of people. Couples kissing and cuddling in the grass and watching the clouds, children playing games of baseball with their parents or football with their friends or hopscotch or any other game either with their family or their friends, and so many more people doing so many more things. Right now there was a group of boys playing something that looked like kickball some feet away. He was with his family. They were taking him and his one year and half old

My questions:
1-How did you get into fandom?
2-Do people arund you share the concept of fandoms and/or visit deviant art, tumblr and/or fanfiction?
3-Are you Loki'd?
4-Tell me your five favorite fandoms
5-You have a mirror that can connect 2 universes so you get to live in a universe and go to the other whenever you like. What universes would you choose?
6-What would you change in your favourite show, favourite mvie and favourite book?
7-Pick you six favorite characters (at least one from a show, one from a movie and one from a book) and tell me who would be most likely to lick your face in an non-sexual way.
8-Do you have a tumblr? (give the address in case you do)
9-Of the characters you picked before you have to chose stab, lick in the cheek (hair counts) and marry.
10-Tell me what they would choose you to be on that list.
11-Here, grab a little bit of my sandwich. A little bit.

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And now I'll tag so she can see my answers, nothing else.

First journal. I commented yours because it looked like fun. BTW, I like the nickname and thanks for saying I'm kind

1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your DA page for 13 seconds.


2) Tell you a color you remind me of.


3) Tell you Element I think you belong to e.g. water, fire, air etc. (I don't know if we should consider energy and electricity as an Element but let's do it)


4) Tell you what character you remind me of


5) Ask you a question, and you must answer.


6) Tell you something I like about you.


7) Give you a nickname.


8) Tell you the object that is to the left of me.


9) Tell you what animal you remind me of


10) Tell you to do one in your journal too.